Two Words

I only have two words for the way me week has gone:

WHOOPING COUGH

Who thought it still existed?? I am currently not too bad, but i am sooo over coughing and spluttering over and over again.

I hope you week has been better than mine.

xoxo

Probably should have warmed up

Well i played netball last night for the first time since 1992. Yes i am that old!

Needless to say i am paying the price for it today. I would like to know who said exercise is good for you and did they try to get fit after the age of 30?????

The funniest part of last night was the drive to netball, my mum and daughter came along (husband banned until we get half decent at the game) and i said "Mum this is going to be so embarrasing", her response.... "Yeah, for me!". Thanks mum, that was just the vote of confidence i needed.

I have found that i actually have aches and pains where i was not aware there were muscles. I probably should have warmed up first!

I am now in need of a good massage.

On a happy note, i must go back to my previous good/bad friend post. I think i was wrong, which is good and she still loves me!

It's been a long time

I have always struggled to write words that people could understand, that could bring them into my world for a moment and for i while, a long while, i gave up on my blog!

Today i am starting again, i will give it a second chance at life. I will improve at the things i struggle at. I will write well or i will die trying.

A lot has happened since i last wrote.

My daughter turned 8.
I had my second wedding anniversary.
Christmas came and went as did the New Year.
Chloe started to read.
We moved house (moving sucks)
We have started saving to buy our own home.

But the most amazing thing is i have finally become content with the life i am living, i have a wonderful husband (even though he tries to prove me wrong sometimes), i have an amazing daughter who loves me unconditionally and i return the favour right back at her, i love my job and i have a support network of family and friends that i could not live without.

Don't get me wrong, it hasn't been all sunshine and roses, we have become estranged from my husbands family, something that i hope in time i can repair/forgive. I have to find a new school for Chloe and my brother has lost and then found again his way in life as an husband become ex-husband, a man and father.

Today i have come back.... it has been a long time but it won't be again!

Over It

Today is just one of those days... I got my hopes up and they were shattered again. I just wish someone would understand that once, just once, i would like for something to be done my way, or for my idea to be followed through with.

Today just sucks. I am over it.

Good/Bad Friend

It has been a while since i posted but my mind has been in so many places.

I told her not to marry him!!! Am i a bad friend for saying it, an honest friend for always telling her the truth? I don't know.

I am talking about the one friend who has always been there for me, the one who knows my every little secret. They have been in each others lives for over 15 years. He was her first real love and was there for her when her marriage ended, He has been a wonderful step - father to her daughter, but I can't shake the feeling he is not the same person he was, that there is something deeper going on (sleeping with an ex-coworker).

He finally proposed a couple of months ago (just as she was about to leave)... She said yes, rang me to tell me...my response was "what, why?"

I truly believe there is a difference between loving someone and really being in love with someone. I know her like the back of my hand, I think she loves him for all that they have been through and not in love with man that he has become and i really think it will be a mistake so i told her.

I have this feeling it might come back to bite me in the arse even though she told me she loves me for being honest.


Don't get me wrong i think he is a nice person, just not the person for her anymore.

I will be by her side if she ends it and standing next to her as she marries him. The choice is hers. I still don't know... Good/Bad friend??

FUN

Feels like forever since i have written anything on here (probably cause it has been forever).

I am going to see PINK tomorrow night on the last leg of her FUNHOUSE tour and i can't wait. I have had these tickets for nearly a year.

Well, i found out on Friday that within the next 12 weeks my girl will be going in for Oral Surgery due to a defect in two of her back molars causing two of them to become very damaged. I am not looking forward to her being under a general anesthetic. That is not going to be fun!!!!

Well off to do housework!

Thanks

Just had to quickly say that I LOVE MY MAN!!.

Sometime i think he can be so male that i want to hit in the back head and then out of the blue he goes and does lots of little things for me just cause he can.

Thanks babe, i know i don't always show my appreciation, but i love you.